| the past can hurt but you either run fr0m it 0r learn fr0m it |
[May. 8th, 2004|08:39 am] |
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| | A mulan song thats stuck in my head!!! | ] |
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alrite well i went to skool...i had an exam in english how gay...OMGOSH I GOT THE BEST NEWS B4 SECOND PERIOD I YELLED INFRONT OF LIEK 200 PPL THATS HOW EXCITED I WAS!!but i cant say nething aobut it...damn secrets....umm second period was funny me n jalissa were counting in spanish and the teacher told us to be quiet like a hundred times bc we kept talking...and being loud. umm lunch was alrite...me n mikey shared his lunch! haha we such dorks...ummmmm thats about it for skool...then after i saw MARICRIS KRISTEN TAYLOR ASHMO JAMIE KATIE LAURIE ROCHELLE AND A WHOLE BUNCH OF OTHER PPL! MAN I MISS THEM! umm then addison gave me n brit williams a slurpee to share we drank it so fast haha our game was alrite we won 8-3 i think...i dont remember really...umm then i came home and took a bath...and fell asleep i was so tired....
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i woke up way early...and watched mulan...i love that movie its soo cute...and now im here!!! i think im gonna go running soon!! im excited!!! i havent ran in so long i need to get back in shape for travel again...only 5 more highskool games left then i get to be with my travel girls!!! :)
<3333333333333,
KaTy HoPe!!!
i know im not the most beautiful girl, or the smartest, or at times im not the nicest. but thats just because i dont know who to trust, i got hurt really bad and im afraid to let nice people in, such as yourself. |
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| sometimes i w i s h i could fast forward time just to see if in the end its all [ worth ] it |
[May. 6th, 2004|06:46 pm] |
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| | LeT iT bUrN-UsHeR!!! | ] |
.::WeDnEsDay::.
umm it was an okay skool day...sum funny things were said tho....
MaTh ClAss-
Me-can me n jalissa work on our quizs together...we will be really quiet...
Jalissa-yea ms. pittman can me n jalissa work on our...oh shoot i mean katy!
LuNcH/AsB mEEtInG-
Me Holly Jaime Kristyn Breana Hilary all talking...
Holly-i have kidney stones...
Hilary-i gave those to my mom when she gave me birth!
every1-you gave your mom kidney stones?
Hilary- well one of those things...maybe it was hemroides!
lmfao! i lvoe you hil ur soo funny
um we won our game 26-0 whoop whoop i hit one over!!! haha umm yea i got 10 bucks...
that was about it...
.::ThUrSdAy::.
i felt so guilty at skool all day like i did sumthing wrong but i didnt i dunno...then me n my mom went and got my dress altered...then we went to target...i got two bathing suits and a outfit for my sisters graduation...then britt called when i was studing and invited me to the river...and i want to go really i do..but i dont wanna be away from my mom on mothers day...i feel like i take advantage of her to much so im gonna get her a present and stay home n stuff...my mom is seriously the best mom in the world...shes always so sweet to me...and sumtimes im the biggest bitch in the world to her...i really love her so much and i dont kno where i would be without her...i guess i never realized how good it is to have my mom there...
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KaTy HoPe!!! |
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| iF i cOuLd bE yOuR FiRsT rEaL hEaRtaChE.. i wOuLd dO iT oVeR aGaiN.. |
[May. 4th, 2004|08:11 pm] |
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| | sum stupid song on the video channel... | ] |
-:l:-MoNdAy-:l:-
i went to skool...it was pretty lame...we watched radio in 5th period...in 6th period there was a sub and i hung out with Liz the whole time and sat btu lil wall thing that was by the weight room...it was a pretty easy day tho...it was soo hot tho...and then after skool i had a game...we tied...grr how stupid!! umm yeaaa i came home and did nothing..haha what else is new...
-:l:-TuEsDaY-:l:-
hmm i went to skool...we watched hercules in first period...math was easy...spanish was fun its sucha easy class haha...i hate 4th period...during lunch i saw jesse and i went up to him and gave him a hug and he lifted me up and yea holly almost got a free show of my butt bc i was wearing a short skirt!...umm 5th period we watched more of radio...and 6th period we were with Amber and Alicias class...but they got sent to lock out for having sandals on...how retarded....we did testing for fitness...haha gay! my n trisha stopped after 50 situps haha were lame yea...but then we did liek 20 more so yea it was pimp!!! i went to pratice and omgosh i got a gay tan its liek my sports bra...oh well!!!after practice me n dianne hung out until my dad came and got me...we talked and stuff...yea im really glad me n her talk and stuff now...then i came home slept for like an hour...and then went with my sister to get my shoes for the wedding!!! yeaa that was pimp!
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KaTy HoPe |
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| You love me, you just don't know it yet.... |
[May. 2nd, 2004|06:43 pm] |
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SaTuRdAy...
mari came over we got ready went to nancys for her birthday thingy...umm we both got thrown in the pool with out skirts and tank tops on...it sucked...lol ummm then we all decided to go to dicks...but then there was like major confusion so mari and brenna decided not to go...um then ryan took me home really quick to get sum clothes for jayleens house...then umm we went back to nancys chilled there till like 9 or 10...then we went to dicks and chilled...then we went outside to leave and sum ppl showed up so yea...i didnt kno ne of htem but the one of the drivers was wayyy cute!! um then erik took us home...and we got home at like 10:50 and we just chilled and waited for nancy to get to jayleens...nancy got there at like 11:30 and we talked to ryan and joey for a lil bit...then we all went inside and talekd till like 2 or 2:30...then we went ot bed...
SuNdAy...
umm we all woke up went and got mexicna food...talked to dick and brandon and decided we would chill wiht them for a lil bit of the day...so we got ready went over there...chilled then around 2:30 nancys mom said she had to go to my house...so we went back to my house...and just chilled...we all like fell asleep...sumtime during that time mari came over and got her stuff...i dont really remeber i was asleep...and then we just slept on and off until today...and nancy left around 5...and now jaybob is sleeping on my couch and im updating this...i wanna take a freazing cold shower...
<333333333333333,
KaTy HoPe!!!
GooD jOb LaDiEs ThAt MaDe ThE cHeeR tEaMs!!! |
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| s0metimes its better al0ne because then n0 0ne can hurt y0u |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|08:37 pm] |
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| | GeOrGe StRaIgHt!! | ] |
ThUrSdAy
hmm nothing special at skool...lunch was peaceful bc all the boys were in the football meeting...wow it was nice...umm after skool i had pratice...it was lame...then sharlana came over and we did homework my mom made my whole freaking family dinner i mean both my sisters brother-in law...man like every1 was home tonite...and then we went to the mall for nancys gift...dropped shar off...i got home and got on the internet and bursted into tears for no reason...my emotions are so mest up rite now...i just dont know anything nemore....i just want to be happy for a while...well im going to go...
<33333333333333,
KaTy HoPe!!!
» there are 0nly tw0 abs0lutes in life « · .
f . r . i . e . n . d . s * n * v . 0 . d . k . a
|[ n the best times usually inv0lve b0th ]| |
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| ItS uR lOvE iT jUsT dOeS sOmEtHiNg To Me...It SeNds A sHoCk RiTe ThReW mE i CaNt GeT eNoUgH!! |
[Apr. 28th, 2004|09:37 pm] |
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| | NoNe!! My LiL sIs Is WaTcHiNg FuLL hOuSe!!! | ] |
-:l:-WeDnEsDaY-:l:-
oye i went to skool the first three and a half periods were fun then i had to go to the dentist...man i hate that place...well i got my mouth numbed and yea i hate the needles but they guy that did it was kool...ummm yea then me and my mom were fighting on the way home...gosh i wish i could just get along with her like i used to be able to...then my sister and dad came home from the tux place and she asked me if i wanted to try on my dress so i did and then me and my mom got into an arguement on how i should get my dress fitted...im not blaming it all on her because i kno i am very mean to her..but sometimes i just get so frustrated, its like she doesnt understand me...yea and then i went to my pratice and my mouth hurt so bad i couldnt stand it so i got to sit out...then i came home and finished my homeowrk...and went to the town center to help with the fundraiser...i hung out with holly and jalissa and jaime like the whole time...OMGOSH ME AND MIKEY ARE TALKING AGAIN we arent as close but we are at least talking agian! its so great!! umm yea then a lot of people left so me jeff troy tony jalissa and holly went into party city...we found mullets and hats and omgosh so much birthday stuff im excited!! i love those girls i can laugh so hard when im with them...um then hollys sister came so they left and yea...i was trying to get ahold of my dad or sister to come and get me but neither of them picked up their phones...so hilarys mom and dad just offered to take me home...wow it was a fun ride home...i felt so weird bc hilary wasnt with me! haha well yea now ive been doing homework...tomorrow me n sharlana are supposed to go and get nancys birthday presents!! i hope we go!!
<333333333333,
KaTy HoPe!!! |
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| i cant stop thinking of you..your U n F o R g E t A b L e |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|09:01 pm] |
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| | NoNe!! | ] |
TuEsDaY
hmm i went to skool...it was alrite...i talked to beckee..yea i dunno it was a pretty kool day....we didnt dress today at PE it was soo awesome! we just chilled in the girls locker room and watched a movie...that was like all that was kool...umm after skool i had like a 30 minute pratice...it was soo easy...and then i stayed until sharlanas pratice was over...and then we went to my house and we kinda worked on our essays not really...and then we dropped her off at her house and came back here...my sister was yelling at her fiance it was great! ummm thats about it!
<333333,
KaTy HoPe!!!!
7 l e t t e r s
2 w o r d s
1 m e a n i n g
*F U C K Y O U ! !*
grr sum ppl are soo gay!!!
*`·-·´*`·-»((¯`v´¯))«-·´*`·-·´*
i love the way my fingers (¯`v´¯) just fall into yours,
(_.·´¯) i love how your taste`v´ still lingers on my lips
after that })i({ special goodnight kiss, })i({ i love how
whenever i .·´ go to call someone i `·. automatically
dial your `·. number, i love how .·´ you look at me
with (¯`v´¯) those gorgeous eyes and then you smile
that `v´ sweet smile.. and i know right there, that
you will always be mine.. (_.·´¯) i love how you hug
me with the (¯`·._) intention of never letting go.. i
love })i({ you more than words could })i({ ever show
*`·-·´*`·-»((¯`v´¯))«-·´*`·-·´*
aww thats soo cute!! |
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[Apr. 27th, 2004|07:16 am] |
SaTuRdAy
hmm i caught brenna and kris in LA then mari called me n asked me to go to the races but i didnt...so i just chilled at home...all day and went to bed early...
Sunday
hmm went to nancys and we picked up brenna and went to our tournament in Poway...we won 2 out of 3 matches....hmm then we got jamba juice..dropped off brenna nad melissa and got my bathing suit and hung out at nancys...BlOw On ThE wAtEr NaNcY!!! that was fun! we ate soo much omgosh and we looked through her yearbook from last year...and watched tv with her lil niece...and then we went and got dinner and dropped me off at home...i talked to mari did laundry and cleaned and then went to bed!!
MoNdAy
i went to skool it was alrite i was really tired...then we went to our game at santana we won 13-1 it was fun!!! then i stayed and watched the varisty game and talked to ryan and joey and sum other ppl yea...me n joey were talking about times from the desert...haha and stuff liek that it was fun! then i went to brennas and hung out with her and sharlana...yea it was fun! then when me n b were in the middle of our pool game my mom came to get me...so yea i went home! it was fun!!
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KaTy HoPe!!! |
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| and after all this time you still give me })i({ butterflys })i({ |
[Apr. 24th, 2004|07:31 am] |
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FrIdAy
hmmm went to skool at like 9:40 again...umm then after skool i had a game...we won...um then i went to kylees and we got ready and went to the movies oh man it was fun! i got to see troy brandon and justin i never see them nemore...yea it was fun...then i got home and talked to jonathan and dallas for a lil...and then mari called and i told her to clal me bakc but she never did...what a skank! oh well then i fell asleep watching grease!!!
well i have to go and get ready bc brenna is picking me up soon to go and catch her!
<33333,
KaTy HoPe!!
have a good day!!!!
Tough people are not[ born ]
they are m a d e when |no|one| is there
to ((wipe away)) their TeArS... |
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| It WoNt Be LoNg B4 YoU 4gEt My NaMe... |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|10:06 pm] |
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| | NeW fOuNd GlOrY!!! | ] |
WeDnEsDaY
i went to skool...hmm testing was kinda hard...i dunno i really like math and im good at it but that test kinda confused me ohhhh well...umm Jaime can read my mind i swear...we were like freaking out our math teacher today bc of it!! it was great tho!! ummm PE was fun today i did 18 push ups haha wooo hooo a record for me!! yeaa umm we had a game against grossmont! we won whoop whoop! hmm then i went to miss sebos to hit with her in her cage...and we hit for a lil while...then we went in her jacuzzi...we had a good talk man it was fun...i came home around 7:45 and i took a bath and ive been talking to people since then...its pretty great...im finally happy for good this time no more turning back to the past! yes TOMORROW I DONT START TILL 9:50 STARBUCKS BABEEE!! IM SO HAPPY!
<33333,
KaTy HoPe!!!
I dOnT hAvE aD...Oh LooK aT tHe BuTTeRflY!!! <---britt that was sooo funny man i love ur freaking family there great!!
BrEnnA rAe...i UpDaTeD fOr YoU!!!:)
DaLLaS gOOd TaLk....ThAnKs FoR tHe TrIcK!! |
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| I gIvE mY hAnD tO yOu WiTh All My HeArT... |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|06:03 pm] |
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| | The lil things-Brad Praisly | ] |
MoNdAy
i went to skool...hm it was okay i tried talking to mikey and he wont talk to me...grr it really makes me mad..but okay...neways umm it was a pretty great day at skool i was really hyper...haha im happy whoop whoop then i went to my game and we won 8-0 but my dad really makes me mad...he just frustrates me...but oh well...umm yea thats aobut it i fell asleep really early...
TuEsDaY
i went to skool we had our first day of testing it was kinda gay...but at least i have an exciting teacher lol...after our second test we all watched seaseme street travis knew like every freaking character on that show...it was sooo funny...um yeaa then we talked about dating in life mangement im kinda starting to get a realization on dating and sex and all those things...and that i really wanna wait to do that with a guy...i was so confused bc of my friends but i realized what i want and thats all that matters...umm after skool i got my cookie dough and softball sweats there cute...haha well thats about it...
<33333333333333,
KaTy HoPe!!! |
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[Apr. 18th, 2004|07:45 pm] |
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| | Blink cd | ] |
shooot i just made an entry and it got deleted..well i dont feel like re-doing it...i went shopping last nite with brenna and talked to her on the phone..then went to my sisters bridal shower today...
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KaTy HopE!!! |
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| YoU hAvE tHaT ((aBiLiTy)) To MaKe An OrDiNaRy DaY, .::uNfOrGeTaBlE::. |
[Apr. 15th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
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| | My LiL sIsTeR wAtChInG sIsTeR sIsTeR!! | ] |
hmm well saturday nite we finally went to bed around 3:30...4 girls in a queen sized bed...it was a lil tight...lol umm we went to magic mountain sooo much fun!!! the tweaker dance...the stepdaddy dance haha we such retards...it was great i love hanging out with those gurls...
monday brit came over and slept over and we left for the river the next morning and omgosh it was soo much fun...haha we threw each other of the skis sooo much the first day..no joke i was in the water sooo much and then we wakeboarded...i still cant get up...on the way back we saw kristyn ashleigh and hilary at there dock so we talked to them!!and then we went back to the house and hung out then the next morning woke up and went out on the river it was fun...hmm thats liek all we did..hehe then we came back today...and ive been sleeping all day and i talked to mari and breana..i love those gurls there very sweet!!
i just got off the phone with mari!! yea i love her...shes a doll...sorry babe i could come over and have dinner with you!!:(
<3,
KaTy HoPe!!!
YoUr StUpId...YoU aRe "ToOoO kOoOoL" fOr Me NoW! |
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| HeYYYY kIdSSSS |
[Apr. 10th, 2004|11:31 pm] |
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| | NoNe...ThE nOiSe Of ThRee Of My GrEaTeSt FrIeNds!! | ] |
hey kids im at stephs house and im sitting here next to two of the hottest gurls...steph and kylee... :) well yea in like 11:30 and we are going to magic mountain tomorrow morning...yea well today i did absoulty nothing besides i layed out for a bit and i saw the hottest pic of joe when he was wakeboarding at the river ;) it was sucha awesome pic i mean he was in the air...i hope i can get up when i go...well then i went to stephs...and we stopped by troys and got her cd and her bros game...and i saw my breaners!!! SHES SOO AWESOME yea well weve just been chillin and hanging out... i cant wait till tomorrow...well im gonna go and hang out more ill update probably tomorrow nite...
omg im so sick of ppl talking about me and how i should live my life and how im a bad person bc of what ive done b4...maybe you should just try to talk to me about it instead of yelling at me for everything ive ever dont b4...but i guess you just "wanna get it through my head" but all ur really doing is making me mad and i mean i thought one of you was my best friend and one point in time but i guess not bc you dont care about me at all...
well im out...
<3,
KaTy HoPe!!!
please just let me live my life and let me learn...dont try to tell me what to do im my ownself and it hurts when you try to control me and you rarely talk to me but when you do ur telling me how i should live my life...but oh well... |
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| JuSt WhEn I fInD a ReAsOn To LeT gO... yOu GiVe Me ThE bEsT rEaSoN tO hOlD oN lOnGeR |
[Apr. 9th, 2004|08:09 pm] |
Alrite well last nite i spent the nite at kylees...and we just hung out and chilled in her jacuzzi...and i talked to nancy for a bit...then we went to bed...and yea like i had to get up at like 8:20 so i would be awake when my mom picked me up...i went home and got ready and jayleen and nancy picked me up and we went to barona...well we kinda took a slight detour and ended up at a resouvor...yea so we called my dad and we finally got to barona...and then mari and dustin and his family and katie her mom and laurie got there and we surprised mari and we had lunch and just chilled...then we went to the parking complex and we all drove around...hehe fun stuff and we were all planing to go to the mall but by the time we got to santee nancy had to go home...so we just met kris there and we all went shopping for a long time...then robby came and picked us up and i got dropped off and now im here!!!
me n collin are losers we have nothing to do tonite!!!
i love mari...it was good seeing you babe!!
breaners we need to hang out soon! i miss you soo much babe!!!
<3,
KaTy HoPe!!! |
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| ItS tO eArLy...BuT iVe GoT tO mAnY tHiNgS oN mY mInD... |
[Apr. 8th, 2004|08:06 am] |
well holly spent the nite at my house on tuesday nite and we baked HOMEMADE cookies and brownies from a box... :)
sunday we played three games we won the championship game...and then the team and holly went out to lunch! it was fun we got to sing n just enjoy our selves...we sung sharlanas song just for her... :)
hmm i talked to nancy for like an hour...she is so awesome...i love her and yea im excited for the whole thingy nancy!!
then i fell asleep and brandon called at 10:30 and woke me up...so we talked for about 10 mins and then i wanted to go back to sleep so yea i did...
<3,
KaTy HoPe!!! |
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| HaVe I wAiTeD tO lOnG...hAvE i FoUnD tHaT sUmOnE...HaVe I wAiTeD tO lOnG tO sEE yOu? |
[Apr. 5th, 2004|10:01 pm] |
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| | AnGeLs...JeSSiCa SiMpSoN | ] |
well today i woke up...and um kylee woke up too and we talked and i cooked breakfast:) im sucha good cook...um then we layed around...then we got ready for our game...and went to jamba juice...i love having a jamba juice so close now...and then we went to our game...we won 11-0!! wHooP wHooP wE rOcK!!! lol and then we took kylee home and i came home and slept...and ive been talking to holly like all nite man...i can tell her nething! weve grown so close shes like one of my best friends now!! OMG i MiSS sHaRlAnA sO mUcH!!! i HoPe ShE cAn StIll Go To ThE rIvEr WiTh Me!!! if not im gonna be soo freakin sad i mean that gurl makes everything sooooo flippin fuN! man i miss her so much...
<3,
KaTy HoPe!!!
i CaNt WaIt FoR sHaR tO gEt HoMe FrOm "SIN CITY"!!!
if u get caught looking at him .. at least u knew he was looking back
HoLLy iF yOu EvEr NeeD mE tO dReSS uP fOr YoU jUsT gIvE mE a CaLL!!!:) bC yOu KnOw I wIll Do It!!! |
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[Apr. 4th, 2004|07:07 pm] |
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| | JaYlEEnS nEw FoUnD gLoRy Cd!!!:) | ] |
i GoT nEw PaNtS yEsTeRdAy...JoSh aNd SaL aRe FuN tO sHoP wItH...eSpEcIaLLy In ViCtOrIaS sEcReT!!!
<3,
KaTy HoPe!!! |
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| EvErYtHiNg HaPPeNs FoR a ReAsOn...RiTe...WeLL wHy DiD eVeRyThInG tUrN oUt ThIs WaY? |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|03:35 pm] |
hey kids...well this past week at skool has been pretty kool...and yesterday at our games we won both...and then i went shopping iwth kylee and steph...i got new pants...and then josh and sal came and hung out with us...i dunno this post is pretty much useless bc i dont remember what happened from tuesday-thursday...but yea this weekend has been pretty kool...holly cant hang out today...hmm im sad i wanna hang out with her soon! ummm yea i dunno lifes been alrite...yea well im jsut gonna go now!!
Somewhere behind the athlete you've become behind the hours you've practiced, the coaches who've pushed you, the teammates who've believed in you and the fans who've cheered for you. Is the little girl who threw the ball that very first time, the one who fell in love with the game and never looked back. Play for her.
wow that really motivates me to keep up softball....maybe ill go research my colleges that i have to send letters to b4 july...hmm softball is like my life...but i guess its all worth it in the end...
<3,
KaTy HoPe!! |
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| when im with you the only place i wanna be is ------>c.l.o.s.e.r |
[Mar. 30th, 2004|08:16 pm] |
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| | TwEnTy-ThRee....YeLLoWcArD!!! | ] |
HeY kIdS...i HaD sUcHa GooD bIrThDaY!!! i LoVe YoU aLL!!!
Hmmm well i woke up monday morning n it was my birthday it was awesome...then i got ready...and yea kylee called me n we talked for a lil bit she said happy birthday...then i went to skool...the ride there was so much fun!! jayleen was so great she totally started off my birthday the right way...yea then i got to skool...and i got my gag gift from steph...and my build-a-bear from kylee...then i went to ms. Blums room to say happy birthday to my BIRTHDAY TWIN...yea and then i went to my classes...they were all the same...at lunch i went to blums and it was all decorated...and we had cake how cute huh! yea class was alrite that day...then i ahd a game we won 14-0...WhOOp WhOOp...umm then i came home...me n holly had a good talk...i love that gurl...then i got in the chat that was sooo funny...i love those santana boys i really do miss them...i miss just there stupid jokes that make everything funny and just there ability to make me smile and laugh live i never have b4...i miss them a lot...yea then i went to bed...
nothing exciting happened today at skool...trevor got in an accident...it was sad...nothng that big today...
ToMoRRoWs StEpHs BiRtHdAy!!!
MaN i WaNt HiM!!! |
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